This is not me.

Hi,

Today I just want to share my daily journey...

In my previous 2 years study, I was living in Kolej Tun Fatimah, KTF, and it is the only female kolej in UTM for undergraduate students. It could be a great place for us and we were free to do anything because there were no or fewer guys around. I love that place (except the office staffs). But last semester, I had to do the online-register for the kolej since I had less merit to stay in KTF. Hmmmmmmmmm...

Anyway, in the online register list, there were several kolej that I can apply for and then I choose to stay in Kolej Tun Hussein Onn, KTHO, instead of Kolej Rahman Putra, KRP. That time, my main reason was, I wanted to stay near with the KKDK's girls. It will be easy for us to stay connected and much more easy for us to do the departmental task together also to hang out sometimes. It sounds like a good plan for me and I will just be fine to stay a bit further from my classmates since I have my own transport to drive to their place. Unfortunately, things didn't go as I planned.

The friendship that I thought will become sweeter, it ends up getting bitter. It was just a small misunderstood at first, then it became worse after some fellas keep pushing my limits and take granted on me. Later on, I turn to be less concern, ego, and I pushed most of them away. Like a quote "I trust nobody, and nobody trusts me - Taylor Swift". I must say, this is not me, I am not that person. But the limits were broken and I am drowning inside.

And finally, I decided to take a step back from KKDK and this gonna be my last session involving in this persatuan. Nevertheless, I have been in this persatuan for almost 2 years. I really want to stay, but I guess this is the best solution for all of us. I am currently in 3rd year now and I should focus more on my study. Besides that, I want to give some spaces and chance for the new session (KKDK 2017/2018) and to the 1st year students to shine bright like a diamond! Hehehehe! By that I mean, I hope new KKDK team will achieve much more improvement in future time. Yup, I am positive about that. Anyway, best of luck to batch of Empire Of KKDK and I will miss every single moment we had spent together. Thank you for coming into my life.

That is all for today. Adios :*